arrrrrg

Ok my question is how do you get through to your husband! i talk no listening! all he wants to do is watch stupid videos of some russian playing with guns...it seems we have nothing in common..we dont even have church in common anyomre. i know not to give up but wthdo i do!? i cant reach him...he used to go and be involved sooo much...what do i do. maybe its not about me. maybe its something more. but hell! it effects me! am i so selfish to want him to be with me. im kmown as the single mom at church!? bc he didnt go.. surprising after i told him that little skit he went! i dont want to pressure him or guilt him into going..i just kinda what the old him...the one that LOVED going to church...the one that was on fire for God..the man i fell in  love with.. i guess ill just pray.. :/